Sad.

In light of current and recent events, this post will be brief...

We lost our baby.  

I'm still closing down temporarily after tomorrow, since we're still moving, and I'll be reopening as scheduled.  Please forgive me if I don't respond to messages, emails, comments, etc. in a timely manner.  We're still busy packing, and I'll be going in for some more tests and possible surgery next week.  

I'm probably not going to make the big "official" Facebook/Twitter announcement until after I'm done with all the doctor stuff next week, as there's still a slight glimmer of hope that maybe my ultrasound was wrong.  They're going to repeat it on Tuesday to be sure before I go in for a D&C on Wednesday.

I'm extremely emotional right now, and I'm doing everything I can to keep up with the demands of my business.  Please forgive me if I appear inattentive for the next week or so.  I'll still be filling orders and packing up my office, but my online presence may be lacking.  

Please keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers while we go through this.  We wanted this baby so badly...but hopefully, after my test results come back, we'll find out that we can still try to have more.  (Or maybe they'll miraculously find a heart beat when they do my ultrasound on Tuesday.)

I feel absolutely shattered inside, but every time I look at my two beautiful girls, I realize how blessed I already am.     My heart may be broken,  but my spirits still stand strong and full of hope.  I just need some time to grieve and rearrange some things before I return to the normal, bubbly Veronica again.


  

14 comments:

MartianDelights said...

Aww Veronica, there's nothing I can say that will give you comfort in these sad times, but I am sending big warm hugs to you and your family x

Lillian Funny Face said...

I am so so sorry.

Stephine said...

Aw, I am so sorry :( We're all here for you.

The Peach said...

What heartbreaking news. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

SilhouetteScreams said...

Oh my god I am so sorry :( *hugs*

Jayne Dough said...

I am so sorry.

Makeup Zombie said...

Oh honey. I am sorry to hear the news. You're in my thoughts.

Heather / Eyeconic said...

I know nothing anyone can say will make it better, but know that we are all thinking of you.

Kira said...

Sending outs heaps of positive energy to help you. Your in my thoughts.

Painted Moogle said...

Oh, Veronica... as one mom to another I want you to know I'm praying for you and your family. You'll be receiving positive thoughts from me - you certainly deserve them.

Erline said...

So sorry to hear this, I'll keep you all in my thoughts at this difficult time.

Robyn said...

Thinking of you, I am so sorry :(

Jade Carver said...

I cannot imagine how you are feeling right now... I wish you and your family all the love and comfort possible in this terrible time.

TianneMarie said...

My sister lost a little one too and there aren't words for how your heart and life stands still while you are catching your breath and feeling broken. It's such a terrible ache and I am sending light and hope to you. May your positivity and loving thoughts and family buoy you up and you find peace and energy while move. I applaud you for thinking of your business and being so stalwart. Just know you have a large group of women thinking of you and sending you a hug.

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